hey there.
remember me saying that tomorrow will be a better day yesterday?
it obviously isnt.
I keep thinking about yesterday and keep being reminded of how some people are. then I feel upset because of that.
then, my sms-es have reached the limit so I cant reply people who message me anymore. but, do call me if its urgent :)
and to add to my unhappiness, daddy is going overseas tomorrow which means no car for a week.
then, the jap people are coming on friday and I cant host them :(
I really want to! just that my house really has no space and there will be no car to fetch them which makes feel like I wont be a good host if I am actl hosting them.
also, I hate to act like I dont know whats happening when I do :(
lastly, I cant make myself do my homework even though it isnt that much. its those contradicting feeling where you think you should but cant make yourself do it.

I am dying of unhappiness.
someone come make me happy.

heyhey people.
my day have to be ruined just when I thought it was good :(
started off with physics which should be passable.
then very nice pe.
then slacky chinese as usual.
then maths with istar beside me and I didnt get distracted :O
thennnnn, helping weixin with her zuowen HAHAHA.
went toa payoh at like 3 to buy stuff.
and shopped around till 530.
and mrt-ed home while gossiping about ***!
well I know its bastard to gossip about friends but what can we do when *** is really getting worse :(

And daddy had to tell me that he is taking back the comp next week :(
he is Israel! D:
means I wont be able to crap on msn anymore, or blog anymore!
I hate this :(

tomorrow will be a better day :)

I DUMBLY LEFT MY GEOG FILE IN CLASS AND GEOG HOMEWORK MUST HAND IN TOMORROW WHICH IS 10% OF CA.
AND I NEED TO STUDY FOR PHYSICS.
AHHHHH.

I must not be israel :(

these few days has made me realise what a stupid girl I am
hahahahaha.
or maybe its just these few days.
Monday.
I wrote 2 for Rf value! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
FYI, RF VALUE IS <1.
probably the whole world knows that except me HAHAHA.
Tuesday.
I thought it was recess after english which wasnt.
and I walked down with rebecca.
then she had to ask why am I downstiars and she kicked me back to class after I told her I thought it was recess HAHAHA.
then I was planning for the bus to drop me along the way after the match so I can walk home.
but I couldnt recognize the roads and ended up back in school LOL.
I am a retarded girl.
I should stop laughing at myself :)

anyway, lost the match against SJC yesterday.
was also last match for graduating seniors.
and nigel and junhe came too :O
had fun even though we lost :)
btw, sports school lost to xinmin! :O

I know its after 12 alrd,
so happy belated vday.
also for the febuary babies :
3 feb, weian
14 feb, ryan and jinhu
18feb, jerome
ya happy birthday boys.

AND WTF I CUT MY HAIR.
some china guy cut it for me, which makes me think of coach haha.
I look like retard now :(
I am veryvery sad.
I really need my hair to grow soon.
I think I look like some china freak.
gaaaaaaaaaaah.

I have this emo feeling.
because I am unhappy with myself :(

okay nevermind
bye boys and girls.

yo wassup.

I saw this announcement for new york trip on portal and I feel sad :(
cos I want to go new york!
why am I not in science spec.
why am I so stupid.
whywhywhy.

anyway, today is screwed.
there was geog map test and I think I am failing it.
there was maths test and I think I might scrape a pass if I am lucky.
and I almost died during chem. D:

sec 3 life really sucks to the maxzxzsxsxz.
chem test next week.
TRAINING AT BISHAN AGAIN NEXT WEEK.
mr wong scammer.

I am a unhappy girl.

I think my head is going to explode.
it really sucks to get home only at 8 since training is at bishan D:
but on the bright side, today is the last bishan training and it will be in school again by next week :D
also, WE ARE FINALLY GETTING A BREAK.
I seriously thank god that theres no training on friday :D

theres geog map test tomorrow
theres maths test tomorrow.
theres tournament tomorrow.
theres no daddy to send me to school tomorrow.
this is killing meeeeeeeeeee.

anyway, I am going to study now.
and I plan to sleep before 11 today! ^^

zai jian boys and girls.

I am happy :D

because I did not bad for ss when I thought I will fail.
because I didnt screw up for the match.
because I am finally home early or at least before 7 after what seems like a thousand years.
& because I got to go shopping for awhile.

buttttttttt,
some rude people just have to ruin my perfect day for me.
because someone rude had to ask whether we won as though we can win.
and give me the feeling that this rude someone thinks that we suck because we cant win singapore sports school.
WTF. what a spoiler :(
ohya, now I have a rude junior + a weirdly funny junior hahahahaha.
what losers.

I shall maintain my good mood :D

I feel unhappy.
because I realise geog test is tomorrow.
because I am just feeling unhappy.
I feel like the world is going to drop soon :(
(okay too dramatic.)
I need to scratch something.

post 333.
I feel like I twisted my hand! :O
it just feels weird actl.
probably because of volleyball during pe :(

Hi there.
have this sudden inspiration to blog.
life has been eventful or rather just busy which makes me feel like its eventful.
okay so afternoon lessons started yesterday, and I missed them because there was tournament.
but my classmates got pangseh-ed by the teachers hahaha.
and we won the match yesterday too :D

training today, again.
training today at bishan, again.
its becoming a habit to cab there ^^ it saves time and energy okay!
and boosts the economy too.
so I came home after that and here I am now, blogging about boring stuff.

and ya, TMD YOU KNOW WHAT.
we playing against: singapore sports school, xinmin sec and st joseph convent.
and did I mention, I have a rude junior.
byebye.